hidup ini kabaret
sebentar-sebentar bertutur
sebentar-sebentar menangis
sebentar-sebentar tertawa
tapi menangisnya tetap dibawa

musik adalah penyembuhnya
morfin sesaat
candu terhebat
telanlah aku ke dalam
hingga tiada manusia melihatku kelam


ode to serenade
april, 15th 2008

saatnya mengupdate 10 susunan lagu hari sabtu.
sama sekali ini bukan chart..ini hanya susunan absurday.

a. the killers - why do i keep counting
There's a plane and I am flying
There's a mountain waiting for me
Oh these years have been so trying
I don't know if I can use them
Am I strong enough
To be the one?
Will I live to have some children?
Help me get down,
I can make it,
Help me get down


b. ben folds - not the same
You took the word and made it heard
And eased the people's pain and for that
You were idolized, immortalized
And you were not the same after that
Walking tall, you'd bought it all
And you were not the same after that
Till someone died on the waterslide
And you were not the same after that

c. stevie wonder - lately
Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing you's been hanging'round my mind
Far more frequently you're wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon

d. chrisye - damai bersama-Mu
Jangan biarkan damai ini pergi
Jangan biarkan semuanya berlalu
Hanya padaMu Tuhan tempatku berteduh
dari semua kepalsuan dunia

e. brainstorm - maybe
You say..
My Skin, My blood
My devil, My God
My freedom is what You see
But still I say
Maybe we could divide it in two
Maybe my animals live in Your Zoo
Maybe I'm in love with You….

f. stereophonics - maybe tomorrow
It wastes time
And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile
But be free
They're all free
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

g. club 8 - love in december
So this is love
In the end of december
Quiet nights
Quiet stars
And I'm here
Monday to Sunday
Cause you're fragile
And I'm weak

h. sondre lerche - stupid memory
Thinking about writing it down seems pretentious
And helplessness may be the word they nail to my name
In a while
Stupid memory
Must you bring up these things?
Stupid memory
Can I forget all of that?
All of that crap


i. tahiti80 - heartbeat
Enough for me is not much for you
Won't you forgive me that's all I can do
Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you
I'll never find another way to say
I love you more each day
It's quite romantic I know
That's how I wanna feel today...
I wanna feel this way

j. robbie williams - one of God's better people
You're one of God's better people
And you don't know
That's why you're special
And I cry so I can talk like this
From my downbeat existence
And I know that you can make my wish
If my wish is pure



12.41
office
TTC building

saya melihat ke sekitar
dari microba, semut, manusia, gajah, pyramid, lautan
semuanya begitu berbeda senantiasa, tak satupun serupa
saya dapati waktu silih berganti
anak-anak bertumbuh dan meremaja
remaja-remaja yang dewasa kemudian menua
masing-masing yang berbeda dan berubah mendapati satu yang masih sama
bahwa matahari masih terbit di timur
lalu terbenam nanti di barat
saya, kamu, kalian, kita, lalu mendongak ke langit biru
lalu kita tidak mendapatkan biru yang sama di masing-masing mata kita
lalu saya tertawa, mengapa kita harus berselisih?
bukankah masih banyak harapan kehidupan sebelum matahari
berubah terbit di barat dan terbenam di timur?

someday you will find me


................

....................................caugh beneath the landslide



............in a champagne supernova in the sky


slowly walking down the hall
faster than a cannonball
where were you while we were getting high?



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..........see
............................................................you.................................................................




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.a..middle.........................................of.............................DECEMBER...............................

with a .................................couple.............................of.....











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